I could survive in this environment if i had you.

I wish it was worth it...

I could survive in this environment if i had you.

35 Summers in, trying to let the Sun shine on my path.

We fish diamonds from the Blood Stream of African babies.

DEVELOP EXIT STRATEGY why bother? This will follow me. There's no escape, I'm sure of it. What do the guys in Guantanamo do? Pray? Really, does that sustain?

The big girl ratio is getting out of control around the dance floor

I'm gonna cop a pool stick and be about .y bizness when I come here

Its seems that big booties come with bad hair weaves and a belly....

Really Sutters Home wine through a straw.... And why is the DJ playing the best of the early 90's

Who needs a gun in this club with all these chairs to throw

Well they got my seat... Couldn't hold out any longer...now the pipes are open

I'll be nice and give them the extra seat I'm stashing

I think these chicks next to me know I have to pee and are waiting me out... so they can take my seat

I wonder if I dressed like I made $80k and were single would I be baggin these chicks up? Or am I just too square

Its crazy that you wore heels into this club then immediately put on a pair of flip flops after entering.

I will provide realtime commentary on my evening...stay posted

With the obesity levels where they are in America, it is probable that every crew have at least one Big Gurl in it....

"... they say its all good.... i'm trying to make it all better..." -talib kweli
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Drive faster... when you drive faster you focus on that singular activity... now write the damn poem!
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the year begin wrap itsekf up in a pretty box with a nice bow. packaging is everything.
we can hide our tragedies behind pretty paper and bright lights and well meaning words.
the mask is universally appliable...
we can hide the blood on boots from those defenseless people we have stepped on by simply standing behind a podium.
the hands we use strangle the life from our brothers and sisters is concealed by holding a tv remote.
the deception in our words is masked by the music of justin bieber, the fucked up life of lindsay lohan, and a black eyed peas beat.
we hide another year in a box.... never to be opened.

On the cusp of my 33rd year, i have come to realize that we only share a piece of ourselves with the world.... and not much more with those we love. i have to strike out against my nature and dare the world.
it will take me for who i am. what i think. we kill ourselves to spare others from shedding blood.

to change we must change our habits...
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Self discovery is important.... i try to do it on a daily basis. i learn who i should and should not be. some do not. i just watch from the sideline.
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Good morning Asiya... happy eightteenth birthday.
Goodnight Ollie Christmas Sr.... I love you so much. No more pain.

My God... it's been a cold winter. I'm weary, and ready for the Spring.
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This can't be life!
i gotta figure thing out... and soon.
i am not as happy as i should be...
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