Saturday, February 20, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
it comes and goes
ebbs and flows
i have to use the trickle down effect to calm myself
i have never felt this feeling before
maybe i can't pull myself out of this ditch
maybe i should just lay here for a while
til i get the strength i need...
who really wants to be here?
Friday, February 05, 2010
Monday, February 01, 2010
Can i live with this? Can i once again see my her as the women i loved yesterday morning?
I said it back in September that this is going to be a cold winter... it is proving itself to be one. I will be a recluse for now. mourn my loss.
like i said... i don't want to be at this place at this time. how do people do it. it wasn't that large, but Soni, how the fuck?
i accept her back 'cuz i know it isn't her. i haven't lost her, she lost herself.