Sunday, January 31, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
i think i will take the pmp this year and then start the management program. that should test my committment.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
inaya is back with pneumonia... need to investigate her predisposition to it...
i realized that people have some odd views... the total refusal of some to even put racial context into the argument of Haiti is baffling.
Arr we simply victims of Black Thought? am i unable to see the world outside the black coated lenses on... i need to examine this.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
sitting at the table watching my wife prepare a art project for the pre-k class on Romare Bearden. she so artsy...
Tammy is here too... they found a mouse in their house... so they came to stay the night. haha...
back to work again...
I fixed my thermostat... hopefully that "fixed" my car problem.
nust tryin to get by... in due time... let me travel to work safely this week.
bless those who lost their lives in Haiti... mostly those who died due to not having the resources...
lets see if the pic uploads
Sunday, January 17, 2010
I met Dr. cornel west... dude is a genius. i will post a picture tomorrow.
inaya is running a fever i am coughing... looking at my pretty wife tell me about her dream... it involves denzel washington and donna nates wedding...
my neck hurts too... i need to get a physical soon... i am not losing any weight... tighten up... i have no internal drive right now, i have to find tne root of it.
Well i'm half a day late....
yesterday showed me that i hate to actually go shopping... i dont mind putting the items in my shopping cart... but to spend the money is different...
gotta get a car soon.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Last night i saw u in my dreams.... now i cant wait to go to sleep.... -kanye
almost didnt get this out
Thursday, January 14, 2010
i'm leaving... on a jet plane,
i know i'll be back again,
just wait til there's a hurricane,
they'll call and say we need you back here man...
cause i'm a travellin man,
movin' thru places, space and time...
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Damn this broken elevator.... stifiling progress...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
The earth makes fools of men who scratch its surface and claim ownership of her. Little do we realize that she is a cold bitch.
she lashes out at those men most affected by the wrath of foolish men.
what is to be said when you are beaten by man and by nature?
bless you Haiti... even though we only remember you during your "publicized" suffering... damn you short attention span!
it is also a quiz
a feat on strength,
a test of my two thumbs dexterity....
a referendum on yesterdays sincerity.
i am still in orlando... saw sheray... i don't think we are really friends... she didn't seem all that excited to see me (i know i am not the center of her universe) "but still"... as my wife would say... show a little love. hopefully she let go of me mentioning our car buying decision to people talk way too f'n much.
ehhh.... whadda ya gonna do?
test over... this better work cuz thats a lot of typing i just did.
Monday, January 11, 2010
I'm not writing, thinking, reading, shooting, listening....
Am i even living? Is it possible to live without doing...?
I mean to exist means you have to survive some infinite number of moments to arrive at the point in which you currently are...
Am i truly surving...?
To survive means to have fought through and struggled to reach the "now"...
So i am here, so then i must be surviving, and i must be living, because i'm here now...
i am here regardless of my willingness, or fervor, or desire, or curiousity, or physicality, or adaptability, or love, or love, or love...
I am here and i keep typing the word "hear" whenever i want to type the word here... see i'm not listening.... my synapses and grey matter are trying to grasp my attention but i still don't hear them....
I am hearing now, in the here and now... I promise myself 365 days of posting... let me have one whole year of my life to remember, to challenge me, to call me out on my bullshit when i say i'm gonna do something and tell nobody, so when i don't do it, i can move on under the covers of day...
where: Orlando, Embassy Suites
what: typing and just listening to Canibus' Poet Laurete 2 & Jay Electronica's Exhibit C
Peace Grandma, peace Aunt Nancy, peace Anika aka Ms. Nikki